one of my favourite songs,

One, you're like a dream come true.
i need to yell out loud now.
give me a break please. a few hours out at night. need to feel the night breeze. gotta feel the support and love. or a long bus ride, even silent bus rides. a talk, a chat. something. anything.


Two, just wanna be with you
WHY ARE YOU SO CRUEL. why are you denying me of every single thing that can keep me going.
i know you're sad but so am i. friends, what are friends? we're not friends. we're simply strangers who always end up hurting each other. if you think asking me to forget helps, can i tell you i've tried damn hard but it didnt work. can i ask you for your help. you said you wont ignore me, you said so.

Three, girl it's plain to see, that you're the only one for me
im sorry im sorry im sorry. i didnt want things to turn out this way. im really sorry. i want you to be who you're before you met me. im sorry, and i really wish apologies can do anything to help. sorry.
im screwing up my life, cca screwed, studies screwed promos are coming, spa what else. and im doing nothing but letting tears run dry.


Four, repeats steps one through three
i hate myself for who i was and i am. i hate you. i hate everything that i've done to make you cry. i hate everything i didnt do to make you smile. i hate myself for being so foolish for being so weak for believing in forever. i hat myself for even being here. i hate this world for its cruelty. i hate time for making people forget, for making everyone's memories fade except mine. i hate myself or being so emotional. i hate myself for enterinf your life. i hate myself for not letting you go. i hate myself for letting things start and end. i hate i hate i hate me cos i am me.rjfihshesoijoef0eq
Five, make you fall in love with me





If ever I believe my work is done,
help, please pleaese.




Then I start back at one.



NOW YOU CAN PRETEND THAT I DONT EXIST.